Fear, Pain, Trauma... and Personal Courage

A few years ago, the experts in my field ofdignity and grace.
psychology and psychiatry finally realized whatShe's always there for her children. She is a faithful
everyone already knows--and published it in our mainand loving wife. She serves others in the community
diagnostic manuals.and has raised a lot of money for people who are
They looked at the experiences of trauma and painmore fortunate than she is.
and recognized that everyone is different, and thatNow has your attitude toward her shifted a little?
you can't define trauma and pain in general termsNow take into account that her own image of herself
that apply to everyone.is extremely negative. She really believes she is fat
Everyone feels pain differently and uniquely. Whatand ugly, and suffers with that thought every single
one person calls pain, another might call pleasure.moment of every single day.
What one person calls pain, another might just feelWho among us is saintly enough to define courage?
as a good stress on the muscles or something thatCourage is a very individual thing, just as pain and
makes them feel alive.trauma are.
As a simple example, my fishing buddy's wife justWhat to one person might feel easy and simple to
plain dislikes discomfort. He and I will go out veryanother person might seem incredibly difficult and
very early in the morning on the coldest and moststrenuous and even impossible. To me skydiving
"dreary" days and just dig it like nobody's business!seems like an absolute impossibility...but to some it
It just makes us feel alive to be in the elements likeseems like the most wonderful thing ever invented.
that. His wife thinks we are crazy, and we think weWhat seems incredibly frightening and devastating to
are the sanest we ever are when we are out in thatone person, another will find challenging and even fun.
stuff.When my neighbor's house burned to the ground
We like it and feel great.two years ago, I was surprised to find him pretty
In my practice over the years I've met manyhappy about it. He said, "I get to start over!"
astounding individuals who could give us all lessons inHe was thrilled. I probably would have been
the uniqueness of pain. This is where personalshattered.
courage comes in.I can, however, make one general statement about
Charles had been badly injured at work. He workedcourage, of which I am absolutely certain...and know
as a mechanic, and a lift had failed and crushed hisno one can dispute.
leg, gave him a brain injury, and left his arm partiallyThat is, whatever and whoever you are, there's
paralyzed. He could no longer work and had beensome very important part of you waiting to be
denied workers's commpensation through a poorexplored and discovered...something which will make
choice of attorneys and an unfavorable court.you a far better person and will give you incredible
He had very little money and no prospects. He hadjoy and growth, if you will take it on---
loved working but now couldn't be a mechanic... yetAnd whatever that thing is waiting to be discovered
he still has a great attitude about life. He doesn'tis something which every time you think about it,
consider himself a victim. He faces each day withgives you the shivers and scares the daylight out of
hope and interest, despite continuous pain and anyou.
inability to do the work he loved so much.That's how you can tell if it is important... it scares
He seems like an easy candidate for personal hero ofthe daylight out of you to think about doing it! Yet
the year, and is inspiring to others.you feel a draw to it, and feel that if only you could
On the other hand, Sari is living what anyone mightdo it, you would be a better and happier person.
consider a charmed life. She is married and has twoCourage is facing this part of who you are, and
beautiful children, and lots of money. Her health iswhich is crying out in you to be developed. I don't
generally good, but day and night she worries aboutknow what that is for you...that's the unique part of
her weight.the equation!
She feels fat and believes she is fat. By mostBut I do know that whatever it is, you'd better think
people's standards, she isn't, but to her, she is. Andabout doing it, and starting right this very day.
she suffers continuously with this thought.Or you will regret it later. Courage is just facing the
It debilitates her and puts up a roadblock for her oncall to be who we really and truly are, but have held
almost everything she tries to do.ourselves back from being. Face those fears, go
Would you consider her a coward, or pampered orahead and take on the new and feared thing. Find
spoiled? If so, you are very prejudiced! Because theyour own way.
Sari I know goes on about everything she does withNot tomorrow. Today.